SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 20, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called him, :Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up? :Alright, give me 5 minutes. :5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house. :I need to get ready. :Alright, make it fast then. 2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself. Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned. 5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch. 10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident? 15 minutes passed, he finally shown up. :Why are you so late? He wasn't even a lil' bothered: Nahz, was watching TV. :What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then? I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him. :Sorry. This was the first time he said sorry to me... He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl. I looked at him, Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home. He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels. The only thing he does is to apologise. To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry. I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises. He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl. Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes. Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead. Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised. I dropped my head: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again. If you can never change, then don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time. He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry. Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever. I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me. :What's wrong with you these few days? :Nothing. :Then why are you acting so strange? :I am not. :What can you say other than this answer? : Do you know I'm very woried, very insecure, do you treat me as your girlfriend? :I'm sorry... :I don't want to hear you say sorry again. I put down the phone and he did not call back. He doesn't even care about me. Maybe we should....break up. ....this was the 99th time he said sorry... From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him. Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up? After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him. I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him. :excuse me, is XOXO here today? :I'm afraid he already stopped schooling. :Huh? Why? When was that? :He hasn't been in school for a month already. : oh erms...thanks. One month....not in school for one month...why is that so? I stumbled home. Called his hp: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone.... I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer. How can it be? The whole family migrated? It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace. I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend. He was one of his brothers and also my good friend. :Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital. :REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED? : oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time. :I'll be right there. I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there. I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall. He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle, :Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me? He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again. :Come on answer me...why don't you speak? A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say... :I'm...sorry... After that, his eyes went shut. :Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me? : Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please. I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out.. :Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead? :I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use... :If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes..... That was the 100th sorry A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him. I had no strength to stand up... My mind was a blank.... my eyes could only see a sea of black. He did not leave this world...I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore. But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing. He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart. would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....just that...he never apologise to me anymore. After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...inside was a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..the reasons why he made me angry. The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up. I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then, before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me? The second time, my dear, I... The third time, my dear, I... The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world, It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger.... You are the first girl I apologised to. And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life... Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you... Looking at you while you find your happiness...promise me...don't shed a tear... I don't want to see you weep like this for me, I Love You ~XOXO How can I not cry? What you said was just too impossible. The last photograph was of him in the hospital, Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever. His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th. At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him. :I'm sorry. I held the photo tightly and cried for us..... So Guys out there... Explain to your girlfriend... Always...... And girls... understand your boyfriend... Always... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member 19percula Posted January 20, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 very touching story by the way where u get this from? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 20, 2004 Author SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 in my mail box which my fren forward to me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member 19percula Posted January 20, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 jaz wonderin gif its a true story Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 20, 2004 Author SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 not too sure.. never state whether izzit true story.. but it is indeed touching story..sad story.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member 19percula Posted January 20, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 YA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 20, 2004 Author SRC Member Share Posted January 20, 2004 maybe there will be some same case happen around some little corner, we might not know only.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deep_Blue Posted January 20, 2004 Share Posted January 20, 2004 ... touching indeed...Thanks for the story! Sorry for hijacking this thread freSS|ne, but after reading this story, a poem of some sort that i read before came to my mind. Thought i'd just share with you guys. Title is called I GOT FLOWERS TODAY... here goes: I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, and he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and briused all over. I know he must be sorry, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral. Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him, I would not have gotten flowers today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 21, 2004 Author SRC Member Share Posted January 21, 2004 thats a sad sorry.. feel sorry for the lady.. that guy very ... guys how can beat girls... no comment Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member SpiderOne Posted January 21, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 21, 2004 its the trend now among irc kids to write sad stories and pass them off as real ones. everywhere u go. theres some kid writing one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FuEl Posted January 21, 2004 Share Posted January 21, 2004 thats a sad sorry.. feel sorry for the lady.. that guy very ... guys how can beat girls... no comment Why not? I would..if the gal is a biatch. Quote Always something more important than fish. http://reefbuilders.com/2012/03/08/sps-pico-reef/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 21, 2004 Author SRC Member Share Posted January 21, 2004 Why not? I would..if the gal is a biatch. ha.. well.. theN gO aheAd anD whaCk heR iF shE reaLLy iS oNe!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deep_Blue Posted January 21, 2004 Share Posted January 21, 2004 Why not? I would..if the gal is a biatch. you'll be a prime suspect for the next domestic violence case... kekeke... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
terryansimon Posted January 22, 2004 Share Posted January 22, 2004 whats the deal with such stories? they sound like they come from scriptwriters rejected from those Korean drama serials. so drama mama. like days of our lives. minus the ###### and scandal. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member SpiderOne Posted January 22, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 22, 2004 Beating girls is a no no man. I prefer a curse. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member riot Posted January 22, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 22, 2004 I GOT SPS TODAY I got sps today. It be my special special day. I put up all my pix Despite all them reefers on SRC- ignorant pigs I know they will be sorry and didn't mean the things they said. Coz I be going to get me sps today. I got sps today. It wasn't pay day or any other special day. Last night, them reefers threaten t0 throw me into a wall and promise to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, wantin' to drown me in the sea. I couldn't believe it was real, brother. I woke up this morning emotionally hurt all over. I will make them sorry, coz I be getting more SPS today. I got SPS today, and it wasn't my birthday or any other special day. Last night, they threatened to beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other promised pain. If I listen to them, what will I do? I wanna keep my sps, no way I be giving them away. But I know they will be sorry, once I get my sps pix up today. I got sps today. Today was a very special day. I got me tank fully stocked up. Who said my tank is F@^ked up? Natural sunlight over a 2ft tank who say you cant go sps without breakin' the bank? DIY fans willdo the job just no chiller what the fuss? tap water mixed with tablesalt hey the r@inbow dude says it will workout. Overloaded? Man get real, 50 baby damsels for $1 its a steal Now now dont go into a fright Aint sps supposed to be all white? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deep_Blue Posted January 22, 2004 Share Posted January 22, 2004 Nice one bro!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member SpiderOne Posted January 23, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 23, 2004 i got one too. I got a special surprise today it was a really fu**ed up day i came home from drinking at eight in the morning and saw my tank bright and sunny My fish were all swimming upside down and it was beginning to suddenly not look so funny this was my special surprise today I got a special surprise today it was a really really hot day But the air around me stank and the temperature of my tank was pretty much too high to say my acros were bleachin` my lions were sleepin my cleaner shrimp was dead 400 watts of 10kk blueline and a chiller turned off led me to come home to find my special surprise today so i got on the net and came to irc i opened my browser and went on to src i went to the pasar malam and posted a post i sold my chiller I sold my tank I even sold my MH and filter 2 weeks before i was supposed to get my 4ft and Starphire i gave up the hobby and quelled my desire because of my surprise today It was a very special day it was 3 months ago since that day I gave up everything but i couldnt stop myself from coming to SRC every damn day Now i've been here too long and my fingers are itching for a tank to start scaping and i cant pull myself out of this horrible abyss my wallet is bleeding but i cant stop lfs-ing and now i've stepped into the shadows once again Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member riot Posted January 23, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 23, 2004 now THATS a true story Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deep_Blue Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 You guys are really good at this... i think can turn this thread into a poem composing thread liao... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member riot Posted January 23, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 23, 2004 Just goes to show who are the losers on Ch New YEar got nowhere to go one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member SpiderOne Posted January 23, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 23, 2004 Im like a moon coral Green. Slimy . Eats Shrimp . and only opens up at night Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member riot Posted January 23, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 23, 2004 i hope thats not a haiku. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member SpiderOne Posted January 23, 2004 SRC Member Share Posted January 23, 2004 a haiku is what my post above is not Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SRC Member freSS|ne Posted January 24, 2004 Author SRC Member Share Posted January 24, 2004 POeMs oN reeFing? curse on woman? woO ... such a evil thing... lets think of others things guys can do on girls rather then by violent and curse,that would be better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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