i know that i always come across as rude and arrogant and a smart alec know it all. it pains everyone here trust me i knowww.
i also know that i ain't exactly the nicest and friendliest reefer here. ok maybe i am the most unfriendly reefer here. and i do a bad job at hiding it.
and i deserve it. i'm not being sarcastic here.
i also know about your secret hate lemon PMs you hold with your friends everyday and how you had an army of lemon haters. back then i would device plans to make you angry and piss everyone off. i was an ignorant and angsty kid then.
while i am still a kid now, i try, now and then, to be nicer and more friendly. but i think i'm still doing a bad job at it. that's why i quit as a moderator and that's why i've abstained from the forum for most parts now and resided in my hybrid thread section where i can post on all the rare fish i want. but sometimes even there, i still manage to offend people.
but really. i'm trying.
so considering you know me so well. you must know that this is very hard for me to say.
and i'm swalllowing my pride and saying a big sorry to you here, and to johan, in public, not in PM.
so, peace.
and sorry.
and i really mean it. i wish to put all our past behind us, if you want to.